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Suicidal thoughts are back + Anxiety is a bitch

Posted by BunnyLean17 - March 23rd, 2024


Can't believe I'm doing this again but eh, here we go

I'm feeling suicidal again and I don't know what to do at this point, in case you ask, no, nothing happened at all this time, but I am indeed feeling like shit and very tempted to throw myself while playing the fnaf 3 good ending theme. I am really tired of people making fun of me, feeling like I'm not that special, feeling I have no actual friends who do care about me. I just want to end it all, I want to be at peace and make everyone happy or at least satisfied. This is something I have to deal by myself, and even though I'd appreciate some help (either be professional such as therapy or not professional) I feel like I have to fix everything myself. I am deeply sorry for being a crybaby and for letting my intrusive thoughts win or whatever, but idk man, I just want to feel happy again


TL,DR: Heavily considering suicide... Again


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Well do not worry man, it is okay to sometimes feel bad without a reason and I do that too but you must know that these thoughts of you thinking that no one cares about you and that you are not special are wrong and that they are trying to make you feel miserable. I care for you and a lot of other people care for you too, and you are special,and there is no one else in the world like you, please dont end it